i admit it John: breaking up with u was a mistake that i ll regret for the rest of my life. I just want you back

John is that one person that i can never forget about. i keep having flashbacks from our past and it just kills me to realise that those moments will never happen again. it is just memories which will haunt me forever and which will make sure i will never be over him. feeling desperate

Matty is really driven me crazy i really want to understand him but that seems impossible since he changes his mind every second

i'm sure we'll meet again some day ;)

i really love u so much that it hurts

i reaally miss u John. I keep imagining u calling my name

i really felt all my body shaking today when i got mad i don't know what happened to me suddenly i couldn't even breath it was horrible and the fun part that i had to smile so no one would notice how upset i am

i know it seems stupid but i just i wish i can hit rewind and start over our relationship. i swear i ll do it right this time

i miss u John u have no idea how much u mean to me

i love to be loved by u