I wanted to open myself. I had the courage to take the first step. Me antisocial young girl, I wanted to open up for the first time, but I'm rejected, I don't know what to think, I'm finally done for this loneliness? I would go back and have never tried to get out of my bubble, my world. I hunt this personality, this facet that came knocking at my

My life is a routine, even boring to some, but it suits me well. I do not feel the need to communicate, I prefer to stay in my bubble, get up, take my lunch, watching a Korean drama, nap, dinner and sleep overnight.

I just realized that I too want someone beside me ... I also want someone who loves me for what I'm .. a displaced person and indescribable in itself. I'm selfish because I want a person willing to all for me but I'd not be willing to do for others. I'm selfish but that's how I want someone who will listen me and keep all that I've never confessed

Sometimes you crying? and me ? ever. I cried so much during these four years, alone in the dark, unable to call for help, always with this stupid facade smile , I would have given anything for a person to read in my eyes at that time there. One person was still there, go through the same ordeal, pain, impotence. we were made of sugar, now we're ice

It's said that in this world we have a soul mate, me I have a brother. This year, the worst and begins of the ordeal. Be sent to 10 000km, with for only mark and happy memories, a kid of 7 years. But all I need it's him, if he had says no? I would be devastated and alone during these difficult years. Without him I would not have found the desire an

I like being alone. I'm not looking to make me friends, meet people, have a buddy, n' get out. I'm laughing, I can feed myself, I can watch dramas, I can walk, I have corresponding for a minimum of social life. I don't need company, my only company is going myself. But why these days I feel the urge to open up, to talk, to communicate, to meet peop

Start a conversation and have no response from the other. It's to have no respect for others. I don't mind you don't want to know or talk to a stranger, but I prefer an honest person saying not wanting to talk, rather than who you know.

I want to cry ... my heart is so hard that tears don't flow, I'm empty of emotion, they don't express but rush in my heart but until when? it takes too long it too full of emotions, I wish I could cry real tears for alleviation.

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