And after all, I grew up and I forgot this shit. I think my life today is basically the life of an eighteen teenager who doesn't know what to fucking do with her life but keep thinking that the little things as love have the power to change everything in her life. I have met a guy, a fucking truly amazing guy. This guy is my best friend, but also m

Since I was born, I can't help myself, I'm an overthinking person, but you know what? I think I can heal myself from that kind of sickness. I accept that I'll have to work for being peaceful with myself and just being happy. There is no reason in this fucking world for not being who I want to be and It's gonna be hard sometimes, but there is so muc

I think sometimes we deserve to make a pause in our lives. And that's what I did today. I just went to school without my phone, without internet, without wifi, without Facebook and everything and it was just like my life sounded very real. I understood that I have to live without all this thing because it's not real, texting with people it's not li

I'm so sorry for not being so present the last few weeks but I try to live my life and I'm so overstepped by all of the events in my life right now. I tried with V, I mean he's a nice guy but I think is not really ready for being with someone right now. I really like him but I don't feel good about the week end we passed. He didn't have time for so

I do not have a good day today but I feel better now, I tried this morning to post something but It hadn't work because of my connection in Lozère. My step brother's grand father said that I was beefy and gross, I was shocked and so sad, you have no idea. It is sometimes so easy for people to hurt you. Nevertheless it helped me to realize that I r

I slept all afternoon so I didn't write anything but now, I'm so excited and motivated to write you something ! I feel like all the power I can have finally came back to myself and I'm able to do everything I want to... I will reach my goal, because I have to and because I want to be happy ! I'm starting to think that I deserve to be who I want bec

I'm still sick today but I deal with it day after day ! I'm feeling pretty good and motivated to lose weight today ! I have discovered a great IG and I will write an article about it I think ! Hope you're having a good day too, It's only twelve so I didn't do a lot of things since I woke up ! My joy comes back and I'm so happy with it... Cc

I know it's been a longtime but I had to live by my side and thought about myself! I can totally say that right now, I'm in peace with who I am and I'm gonna feel so much better day after day. I have met a guy and I'm closer to my oldest friends more than ever. That's true, not everything is perfect and I don't love my body but since I stopped thin

Today has been a so so so great day, you have ni idea ! I'm not sick anymore and I spent my day with my family which I hadn't done since so many time ! Moreover I chose my new glasses this morning, they are from the brand Tom Ford and I really like them even if I'm still anxious about by first pair of glasses ! This afternoon I went to the Odysseum

We all learned in child stories and fairy tales that the end is always positive and full of happiness. But I think that in real life it's really hard to have your beautiful end. I mean I don't know why I'm always positive and so enthusiastic about a future story or a good moment lived with a guy. I know now, that I'm a "too much" girl. I always thi